One Whole Month
Mindy Clara-Anne Munoz Gonzalez, its been a whole month since you left our presence.
I miss you dearly, i wish you didn’t have to go. I know its selfish for me to say that.
But you are one of the only person i could actaully talk about my feelings, and plans, and when i needed you, you were there with open arms. & Now? I just have the memories, but at east i have that better than nothing right?
No not really i want you here physically!!! I miss you soooooooo much.
Without you here, i feel incomplete, numb, dead.
I wish that was me in that stupid car, not you. you didn’t deserve to go.
You your god sent, so sweet, an angel. & you had so much planned. WE had so much planned.
I’d do anything and everything possible to take your place, the pain you probably endured, everything about that day i wish it was me NOT YOU!!
I wish this was a fucking dream, but every morning i wake up and look at your picture i realize its not.
I’m in pain but nobody understand me, i cant explain it either.
I had saw you TWO days before that and everything was perfectly fine. That call just changed my whole life. Im hurt! Im in pain. You arent causing it, because i know you are in a better place, but i didn’t want you there now. Nobody did.
You were just so perfect, i miss you.
I miss you and i can’t wait to be up there with you.! I love you
